Space Traveler Discloses Emotional Distress Following ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried high-profile passengers.
The mission was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a social media post, recalling a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – including her lab work and years of training to the personal milestone of her roots – was buried under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following fulfilling her dream, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She noted that despite the negativity, considerable good had come out of the mission, such as spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that crossed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also featured experts in various fields.
The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.